Why do I?

Why do I keep fall in love with you?
You’re my beautiful hell on earth. I can’t live with you and I can’t imagine living without you. My love, I hate to love you, but in fact I honestly do.
“I can’t live, with or with out you” U2 sings and so do I.
You’re the one that tears my wall. A wall, I’ve been working on for years. My wall against feelings, emotions, and what so ever.
“This is weird, very weird, I’m so mad that I don’t know what to do” Does Joanne sing in RENT, and I sing so.
I don’t understand this feeling. I don’t understand why YOU of all the persons I’ve been together with bring me this feeling. I get mad when I do not understand. So mad I sometimes I just have to punch you.
“And though I know that I should be running, tell me now do you see me running?” I sing for myself when I’m going to bed this night.
“I don’t, because I love you any way”